So... Life is crazy.
Having a job in all is intense with homework and all!
And now for a few days heather and I have been doing P90X.
It's kinda ridiculous. The secret to why it works so well is it makes you exercise the only muscles that don't currently hurt, constantly, for 90 days. It's an awesome way to get into shape fast - i mean i can't deny i'm still in shape (kinda) from when i did a small part of it on my mission a year ago, but being sore is still ugghhh.
I'm excited though. I'm excited for what lies ahead for me and Heather. We're becoming better as individuals. I really think it's a marriage that might work, but I want the Lord's stamp of approval - I'm too much of a screw-up. And I have this dreaded fear of a romance that grows old or doesn't last or falls apart or something dumb. I really want to be happy. Hopefully we'll get this sorted out sometime soon - I know it'd make her happy, and if i got the green light, I'd be off to by a finger-rock in a heartbeat. But for now I don't feel like we're there or that I know this is definitely right yet. Oh wells. Heather must be patient with me.
I gotta get to bed, but I thought I'd insert my thoughts on the awesomeness of everyday ridiculousness.
I've been working on some videogame flight-simulator code with my brother. always fun.
Heather's changing major! Talk about a major event... (lame joke I know)... Maybe she can tell you that story. But she went to the Lord and found a better path. I'm excited for her.
Love from...
Robert and Heather
